Qhuinn, Blay and Layla
Blay and Layla sl. 20th March.

Blay

*Sitting down on my bed, my head held in my hands, dreading this moment but knowing that I need to feed. Looking at the door to the room and clenching my fists as I await Layla’s arrival. Growling low and wondering how I can deal with what happened between Layla_and Qhuinn, shaking my head and thinking to myself that I’m fooling myself, what happened between them is going to haunt me. Trying to relax but finding it futile, I reach up and drag my hand through my hair, wincing as a timid knock sounds at the door. Getting up I move to the door, my movements jerky and uncoordinated as I fight the battle within myself. Not wanting to see Layla but knowing that I must and it will be better if we get this meeting over with, sooner rather than later. Thinking briefly on Qhuinn and feeling grateful that he isn’t here for this meeting which is guaranteed to be awkward at the very least. Reaching out for the door handle and opening the door wide, I know my expression is as cold as it gets but what I see stops me in my tracks, Layla stands there, looking down guiltily and I have to look away from her, I need to be able to keep my anger but looking at her takes that anger away and leaves despondence in its place. Speaking in a rough, gravelly voice* Come in Layla.

Layla

*Glancing up as I hear the door open, my face flushing guiltily as I see your expression, knowing in my heart that the actions of myself and Qhuinn must have hurt you greatly. Walking into the room and looking around curiously at my surroundings, the room so different to the room you share with Qhuinn. My hands moving to smooth over my robe nervously as I hear you shut the door softly behind me. Turning back to face you I am surprised at the expression on your face, I expected to find anger at the very least but no, you are staring at the floor with an expression I can only call ‘pensive’. Reaching up with a very unsteady hand to check my chignon is in place, the awkward silence around us seeming to drag on endlessly, with each and every second that drags on my urge to break the silence between us grows. Finding that the awkwardness between us has stolen my ability to speak above a whisper* Verily Blaylock, you requested my presence herein.

Blay

*Looking up as I hear your softly spoken words, my hand dragging through my red hair as I look at you* You know why I called Layla, I need to feed. *Looks away from you as my jaw clenches* But after…. *Growls and drops that topic quickly as I feel my anger beginning to rise again* I don’t think I can do this, not with you. *Looking up as I see you react as if I have slapped you* What? *Watching as you straighten before me, holding your hand out as if to stop whatever else I have to say. Folding my arms I close my mouth and wait to hear what you have to say for your self.*

Layla

*Holding my hand up and looking at you in vexation* Verily Blaylock you try my patience. *Blushing brightly  with my embarrassment* What happened… What happened between Qhuinn and I was an aberration. *Wringing my hands together as I make myself meet your incredulous gaze and taking a deep breath, scenting Qhuinn’s bonding scent all over you* Blaylock the fact that I can scent Qhuinn’s bonding scent on you tells me much. Verily Qhuinn does not feel that way for me and I do not feel for him the depth of emotion and love as you do. *Seeing your eyes show the pain of the betrayal dealt to you by myself and Qhuinn I reach out and place my hand on your arm* Verily Blaylock you know I have a great affection for both you and Qhuinn, I would not voluntarily cause either of you harm. *Sighing softly I drop my hand and walk slowly to sit on the edge of the bed, looking up at you* Blaylock, I will not lie, I feel the pull to Qhuinn as he does to me but we do not love each other.  *Shrugs gracefully as I look up at you* I do not presume to understand the Scribe Virgin’s intent with this.

Blay

*Frowning as you speak and feeling myself nodding as you say you wouldn’t voluntarily hurt either Qhuinn or myself. Letting out a breath and moving to sit beside you on the bed. Narrowing my eyes as I try to think of a way out of this mess but quickly realising that there is no way. Letting out a sigh I look over at you, sitting beside me as if you have nowhere you would rather be, so at peace and looking as if you don’t plan to move until we have this resolved.* How can you always be so calm Layla? I wouldn’t have thought you would want to be here with me. *Frowning hard as I glance down at my hands*

Layla

*Smiling softly at you as you sit beside me and reaching out to place my hand gently on your wrist* I am at peace when I am here with you and Qhuinn. You… *Sighs softly as a sliver of discontent fills my heart* The brothers send me away as quickly as they are able so as not to upset their shellans but you.. you and Qhuinn you do not or *sighing and unconsciously tightening my hand at your wrist* or should I say did not do that. *Shaking my head gently and feeling a strand of hair from my chignon fall over my face* Verily Blaylock, I do not wish to see the same expressions on yours and Qhuinn’s faces.

Blay

*Frowning in thought as I realise what you mean about the expressions on the brothers faces, or maybe more pertinently the expressions that the shellans wear whenever you are near. Turning my wrist over beneath your hand and holding your hand in mine, squeezing gently.* I will try not to react like that Layla but honestly that’s the best I’ve got right now. *Biting down on my lip as I look at you, glad the anger that I had felt has lessened. Becoming distracted I find my gaze trailing down to your hand in mine, my gaze finding the blue vein just beneath the surface of your skin. Feeling my fangs elongate and cursing under my breath, knowing I am overdue for this feeding*

Layla

*Watching as your eyes drop to my vein and feeling a small smile cross my face, glad that it seems we will be able to get you fed. Reaching down I pull the sleeve of my robe back further, being careful in my movements so as not to scare you away as I know you desperately need to feed. Turning my hand slightly in yours, making the blue veins more apparent to your hungry gaze, murmuring softly* Verily Blaylock, you should feed, you are obviously in need *Watching your gaze jerk back up to meet mine and seeing all the confusion, pain and fear lurking there*

Blay

*Jerking my gaze forcibly back to yours, consternation running through me at the amount of force it took, which shows just how much I need to feed. Clearing my throat* Layla.. I don’t think I can be gentle *Turning to look around the room, anywhere than looking at you* after… I don’t think I can be gentle. *Holding your hand tighter, far more tightly than I should*

Layla

‘Tis well Blaylock. Feed. *Lifting our joined hands, knowing the scent of my blood just beneath my skin must be calling to you. Watching you fighting yourself, what must surely be a losing battle, one part of you desperately needing to feed, the other hating that need with a vengeance and wanting no part of feeding from me*

Blay

*Looking back down at your vein with a low growl, holding myself back for a few split seconds before losing the battle. Raising your wrist to my mouth and sinking my elongated fangs into your vein. Shutting my eyes and trying to think of anything, anything to distract myself from what I am being forced to once again do with you. Drinking with deep draws at your vein, my hands both gripping your wrist tightly as I hear a soft sound of relief leave you*

Layla

*Feeling you gently sink your fangs into my vein, I smile softly, even with your words of warning I knew you would never be anything but gentle. Reaching out with my other hand I gently stroke my hand over your red hair, relaxing as I feel you drinking that which nourishes you. Feeling you gathering your will as if to pull away from me, I keep my hand on your head, keeping you pressed against my vein* Blaylock, you are in need, do not stop yet.

Blay

*Fighting an instinctual need to pull back from your vein I look up at you, my anguish showing plainly in my eyes. Seeing your determination to see me fed and fed well, I try to relax against you, the gnawing hunger not assuaged in the slightest*

Layla

*Watching as you struggle to keep feeding from my vein, I feel something change inside of myself, keeping my horror and worry hopefully well hidden from you as I feel the first spear of heat rush through me. Thinking briefly to myself that please let me be wrong, my needing can’t be coming now, especially not with you beside me. Trying to hide what I am feeling from you I take a deep breath, remaining as still as I can beside you*

Blay

*Drinking deeply from your vein, I feel you become unnaturally still beside me, flicking my gaze up to meet yours and seeing that you are clearly struggling with some discomfort. Pulling back from your vein and quickly sealing the wounds before moving my hands to grip your arms gently* Layla? What is it? Did I take too much? Talk to me Layla?

Layla

*My mind focused solely on the heat building at the apex of my thighs, it takes me a moment to realise you’ve pulled back from my vein and spoken to me. Letting out a slow breath as I try to talk in a somewhat normal voice* Verily Blaylock, all will be well, I just need to depart to the other side as soon as I am able. *The gasp of pain that escapes me I can’t hold back and gives lie to my words. Falling back on the bed and writhing as a pulse of heat comes from me. No longer able to keep from you what is happening, I look up at you fearful as to your reaction but I must ask anyway* Blaylock, please, you must help me.

Blay

*Feeling the blast of heat come out of you, it hits me full force and I groan in shock as my cock hardens to the point of pain. Looking at you as the realisation of what is happening to you hits me* Fuck. Fuck.. Fuck… *Knowing you need my help but also knowing there is no way I can help you personally, my thoughts trailing to the only person who can help you. There is only one option but fuck I don’t want to think that way. Looking at you in horror as I force myself to think, everyone else is mated, there is only one option but he is mine. Lowering my head and wondering if I can do this, can I take you to Qhuinn? Dragging my shaking hand through my hair and looking at you laid out on the bed in obvious pain, I can’t leave you this way, that much I do know. Standing up beside you I lean down and scoop you up into my arms, holding you tighter as a fresh, stronger wave of heat courses from you, surging outwards and making me groan as it strikes me. Growling under my breath I wait till the pulse subsides then quickly stalk from the room, my stride eating up the distance to Qhuinn in our room. Looking down at you resolutely as I pause at the door* Get the door Layla.

Layla

*Gasping softly and holding onto your shoulders as you pick me up in your arms, hoping you are taking me to the help I so desperately need. Feeling the heat already beginning to build inside myself again, I try to remain still in your arms but the heat overwhelms me and I writhe against you. Hearing you groan and feeling you lean back against the wall, your breath coming in gasps as a groan is wrenched from me. The heat slowly receding again I look up at you, only now becoming aware of our location and that my robe is falling open from all of my writhing, looking up at you in disbelief as you speak, I catch my breath before replying* Blaylock, verily I do not wish to hurt you, you are a male of worth but *sighs* This will hurt you Blaylock.

Blay

*Growing impatient with you as I look down at you* Layla, now isn’t the time to argue about this, just get the door before I change my mind, or drop you when you start writhing again. *Looking at you and letting you see the resolution in my eyes. Keeping my eyes locked on yours as I feel you move to reach out to take the doorknob in your hand, opening the door. Feeling a spear of pain going through me at the thought of what will happen between you and Qhuinn, the pain slamming into me forcefully as I stride into the room and into DM’s*

Qhuinn and Blay Sl - 9 March 2013

Qhuinn - *kissing Layla’s forehead before she leaves my hand grabbing hers wanting to keep her in my bed but she has duties to perform and I have a male to deal with. Smiling at Layla as she dematerializes from my room, her floral scent still lingering behind I lay back trying to get some shut eye before I face off with Blay*

Blay - *Walking back slowly from the gym, my hands running through my sweat soaked hair as I head back to Qhuinn’s room. Frowning as I feel a strange sensation of dread taking hold inside of me. My pace speeding as I run the remainder of the way, my footsteps pounding up the grand staircase. Coming to a halt outside of Qhuinn’s room I fling the door open wide, my chest heaving as I look over at you laying in the bed. Growling I step inside the room and slam the door behind me, folding my arms tightly over my chest as I glare at you, Layla’s scent on the air telling me much of the story*

Qhuinn - *opening my eyes when you enter the room and slam the door shut* And good day to you too nallum *sitting up groaning at the look in your eyes. Betrayal, disgust, anger and more playing on your features. Getting up from the bed I pull the soaked sheets off and throw them in a heap in the corner of the room knowing you can smell Layla and the sex I run a hand through my black hair and wait for the onslaught of curses to come my way*

Blay - *Growling as I watch you strip the bed, the scent of sex coming more strongly as you toss them in the corner* How could you Qhuinn? In our fucking bed too? *Stalking past you, my shoulder banging into you hard as I storm into the bathroom, slamming my hands down on the sink as I stare down silently, not even knowing what I am meant to think of this*

Qhuinn - *lifting my hands when you shoulder charge past me to the bathroom. Your question echoing through my head and I cannot answer it even if I tried* Fuck Blay, I don’t know. I am attracted to her but that’s all it is. I don’t love her, I don’t even know why the fuck things got out of control. I didn’t fuck her if that’s what you’re thinking. It was close but I didn’t. *walking into the bathroom I stand behind you and look at your in the mirror*

Blay - *Unable to bear the thought of looking at you, I keep my head lowered, my hands clenching tightly in front of me* You hate the thought of having a defect Qhuinn, thats exactly what you were thinking and I’m your fucking defect. You say you didn’t fuck her? This time maybe. How about next time? *Shakes my head, wanting nothing more than to plow my fist into the wall, the anger burning so strongly inside me*

Qhuinn -  *leaning back against the wall or more accurately stumbling back when you ask questions I think I know the answer to. Hanging my head I reply with a low growl* Next time? Yeah next time I’ll be more careful not to spend time alone with her. Honestly if the opportunity presents itself as it did this time I won’t be able to say no. *my eyes fixed on a small spot on the tiles unable to meet yours and see the hurt my words are causing you but fuck it I won’t lie to you*

Blay - *Looking up at you in shock and hurt as you speak wondering how the hell we are meant to resolve this. Looking at you in the mirror in disbelief* You want me to hang around waiting for you to cheat on me? Do you think i’m some sort of masochist Qhuinn? *Growling and cursing as I glare at you* I don’t want that fucking chosen anywhere near either one of us, if I never saw her again it would be too fucking soon

Qhuinn - Blay I can’t banish her and you know it, she’s done nothing wrong. It was all me. I was the one who took the lead and took things further. To banish her would cause extreme insult to her and she would be left to face the other chosen, the directrix and the Scribe Virgin for something that is not her doing but yet her embarrassment. *sliding down against the wall and resting my head on my bent knees*

Blay - *Spinning to face you and looking at you incredulously* so after you treat me like this all you fucking think of is Layla and how she will get treated? I guess I know where that leaves me. *shaking my head and moving towards the door, I feel the first tear slip down my face, brushing it away impatiently*

Qhuinn - *getting up when you walk away I catch up to you and spin you around to face me* Fuck nallum, I love YOU not her. I can’t explain what I feel for her but it’s like I’m destined to be with her or some shit like that. I can’t fucking explain it but there is a strange pull that I can’t get away from. *placing my hands on either side of your face I lean down and touch my forehead to yours* Do you hear me? I love YOU.

Blay - *Listening to you and then flinching back from you as you touch my face* I hear you Qhuinn but all I can smell is Layla *shaking my head to try to clear the scent, hating that she was that close to you* You say you love me and that there is a strange pull between you and her? Does that mean that we aren’t destined to be Qhuinn? I can’t stand the thought of you touching anyone other than me. *looking at you angrily* Tell me nallum? How would you feel if the situation was reversed? and I was fooling around with someone else because we were ‘Destined’ to be together

Qhuinn - I don’t expect you to understand and you’ve left me once before, if it’s your wish to leave me again and be with someone else I can’t stop you *closing my eyes and stepping back giving you the space you so clearly need* I’ll be fucked if I know what’s doing but I know that I love you and that is all that is set in stone.

Blay - *Looking down at the floor as you pull back from me* Nallum. I can’t and won’t leave you but I can’t tolerate the thought of sharing you with Layla either. *Reaches up to drag my hand through my hair as I look over at you, my emotions clear on my face* I can’t share you Nallum and smelling her here, in our space *wraps my arms tightly round my chest as my haunted eyes meet yours* I love you too Nallum but fuck I don’t know how to fix this. *Reaching out to run my hand down your arm, unable to bear getting too close when Layla’s scent still covers you*

Qhuinn - *meeting your eyes and seeing the pain caused by me, I’ve fucked up like I usually do and I have no fucking idea how to fix this. I can’t send Layla away and I can’t keep doing this to you. For now I need a shower, that’s for sure* I’m going to shower nallum, I can’t even think straight at the moment. We’ll talk again later okay?

Blay - *Sighing and looking away from you* Leaving this conversation for later will just make it fester more. *shrugging and turning to face the bedroom, my anger surging to the fore again and wanting to toss the mattress and everything in the room out, to burn away any memories of what happened* I guess you should shower anyway. I’ll.. *sighs deeply* I’ll find somewhere else to clean up.

Qhuinn - Shower with me? If you can handle it… *walking into the bathroom I hold my hand out for you in the hope that you’ll join me and we can put this nightmare behind us for a few minutes at least*

Blay - *Letting out a sigh, I reach out to take your hand, hoping like hell that I can handle this, I lean closer to you and kiss your cheek before pulling you to the shower, needing to wipe away the pain and the scent that taunts me so.* A shower sounds good Nallum *clears my throat as I move towards the shower with you*

Qhuinn -  *stepping into the shower I turn the water on and let it flow over my naked tired muscles. The past few hours have proven more strenuous than I thought. I need Blay in my arms again, I need to  know he is alright … more accurately I need to know we are alright* Nallum get in here *waiting for you to undress I take the cloth and squeeze out shower gel on it, washing the scent of the chosen from my body*

Blay - *Watching as the water plays over your muscles and slowly stepping out of my workout clothes,tossing my clothing in the washing basket in the corner of the room. Letting out a sigh I step slowly to the shower and get in beside you. Letting my head fall back as the spray from the shower washes through my hair. Running my hands over the sides of your waist and just looking at you*

Qhuinn -  *rinsing the soap lather from my body and turning to see you standing under the twin shower spray I reach out and pull you into my arms, burying my head against your shoulder* Fuck nallum I need you… I know I have no right to say it but it’s how I feel…

Blay - *Wrapping my arms around you as you bury your head in my shoulder, knowing we need to stop talking and only feel at least for now.* I need you too nallum. *Shutting off the emotions of our earlier conversation I run my hands down your spine, pulling you tightly against my body*


Qhuinn - *groaning as your body crushes against mine, my cock growing rock hard against yours and the blood in my veins pumping. I need a real release, a release of the rough kind. Shaking my head refusing to think about the earlier release I had I growl and back you up against the wall, lifting your leg against my hip* Fuck…

Blay - *Growling as your rock hard cock brushes against mine and lifting my hand to grip your hair tightly.Pulling you with me as you back me up against the cold tile wall and lift my leg over your hip. Knowing what is coming my cock jerks against you in anticipation and a low groan leaves my lips* Nallum. Fuck.

Qhuinn - *muscled hands and arms gripping you and keeping you in place as I position my cock at your entrance and slowly push in, the deep roar that accompanies the entry sends vibrations through my body. Pushing deeper into your tight ass, my head dropping to your shoulder as I sink my fangs into your skin*

Blay - *Gasping as you slowly push your cock inside me, a groan leaving my lips as I feel how right it is to have you inside me. Holding on to you tightly and moving onto your cock further, as your fangs sink into my vein, making my cock jerk eagerly between us* Fuck. Nallum mine. *My head falling back as you begin thrusting inside me*

Qhuinn -  *taking your cock in my hand I start stroking it in time with my rhythm, lifting my head from your vein just needing to have the taste of your blood in my mouth while I sinks myself deeper inside you* This feels good nallum, like it’s supposed to be with us.

Blay - *Thrusting into your stroking hand and crushing my lips to yours in a deep kiss* yes nallum, it does. *My bonding scent flaring around us as I move against you with your deep thrusts. Looking at the vein in your neck for one brief instant before sinking my fangs into you, groaning as I taste you*

Qhuinn - *My head falling back when your fangs sink into me, the sheer thrill bringing every vein in my body to life. My cock sinking into you with pounding strength as my hips piston against you viciously and with robust hunger*

Blay - *Growling as you pound into me forcefully and thrusting against you, feeling you taking me with every bit of your strength. Clinging onto you as I drink from you, staying locked onto your vein as your pounding thrusts slam me against the tile wall, my cock jerking hard in your hand.*

Qhuinn -  *My bonding scent flaring around us and mixing with yours, the scent deliciously spicy. My balls tightening with the next few deep grinding thrusts, my cock jerking inside you before my cum jets into you. Filling you with both my cock and my seed, my head falls back and I stroke your cock even harder as a loud growl leaves my throat*

Blay - *Groaning as I feel you cum deep inside me and thrusting my cock harder into your stroking hand. Sucking harder at your vein with a moan as I cum hard in your hand, your bonding scent filling the air around us. Pulling back from your vein and moaning as I release* Fuck. Nallum MINE!

Qhuinn - *my own possessive growl meeting yours* MINE *the shower transformed into a base camp for possessive bonded males. Taking a few minutes to catch my breath I lean my head on your shoulder closing my eyes before we continue our shower in DMs*

Qhuinn & Layla sl. 24th Feb

Qhuinn

*reaching for my cell on the the bedside table I hear a soft knock on the door and immediately sensing it’s Layla. Pulling the covers over my naked body just covering the bottom half* Come in, it’s open *pulling both hands through my hair thinking I don’t have the strength for this but it’s not the chosen’s fault. Layla has done nothing but what is expected of her and when it comes to me she’s been hanging around in hope that I will put her body to use as per the training she had received in the Sanctuary. If it wasn’t for Blay I might very well have done just that*

Layla

*Hearing you call to me to come in I open the door and enter the room slowly, looking over at you as you lay in repose on the bed. Smiling at you I shut the door quietly behind myself* Verily ‘tis good to see you Qhuinn. *Grateful that Blay is not in the bed with you I step closer to the bed*

Qhuinn

*nodding over at you without looking up, the scent that floats in as you walk in has me stiffening in the bed. What the fuck. Carefully looking you over I attempt to steady my voice when I ask* Have you been feeding someone Layla?

Layla

*Looking up at you curiously at your enquiry, my head tilted to the side as my hands move over the sash of my robe. Clearing my throat quietly* Verily, the Sire Rhage requested me after being wounded.

Qhuinn

 *a deafening roar fills the room and I look around wondering where it’s coming from then realize it’s coming from my own throat. Fuck fuck fuck. This is a problem right here, I have no right to get angry with Layla for feeding the brothers. That’s her job and it’s why she’s here but fuck me I feel like getting up and going over to give Rhage a piece of my mind. I’m a fucked up selfish bastard, that’s what I am* Come over here Layla *patting the empty space on the bed next to me* You need to feed do you not?

Layla

*Taken aback by the roar that leaves your throat but unsure what caused the reaction in you. Watching the myriad of emotions flowing across your face I take a cautious step closer, relaxing only when you pat the bed beside you. Running my hands over my robe, smoothing it as I take my place beside you, sitting down gently and looking over at your naked chest* verily ‘tis why I came Qhuinn, I am called upon often and have need to feed should I wish to remain on this side

Qhuinn

*laying back against the puffed up pillows I draw you against me* Feed Layla, take as much as you need *pulling you higher against me I offer you my neck, well aware that this is the first time as you’ve always fed from my wrist. Your soft gasp brings a wicked smile to my face* Careful what you wish for chosen

Layla

*A soft gasp leaving my throat as you pull me against your muscular body. Locking my gaze on your neck as you draw me closer still. Raising my hands to hold onto your arms as I lower my mouth to your vein, pondering on the fact you have never had me this close when feeding, it has always been clinically and from the wrist. Taking a breath I sink my fangs gently into your vein, holding onto you more firmly as your blood begins to seep into me*

Qhuinn

*my cock standing erect in need of attention the instant your fangs sink into my vein, one arm snaked around your waist the other arm pulling the covers over the bulging part of my hips praying it doesn’t catch your attention. A deep groan leaves my throat and I feel my hips moving, rolling with raw need*

Layla

*Moving my hands from your arms to rest flat upon the muscular planes of your chest as I suck gently at your vein, only now realising just how much all the feedings have taken out of me of late. Feeling your body moving against mine I blink my eyes open, wishing I could see what you are doing. A soft gasp leaving me as your arm slips around my waist*

Qhuinn

*tempted to have you flat on your back and spread wide open beneath me I take a few deep breaths to calm my now over heating body. Fuck what is going on with me. This is precisely the kind of thing I didn’t want happening and here I am unable to control my need for this chosen. Laying back I try to ease myself by moving my hand down to my cock and moving it up and down* Layla whatever happens don’t get scared, it’s a natural thing *wondering if you even know what the fuck I’m doing beneath the covers*

Layla

*Drinking from you deeply, I feel you moving around uncomfortably, a slight frown marring my face as I remain in place. Wondering what you mean by not being scared, you have never hurt me and certainly do not scare me. Trailing my hand gently down your chest, following the path your hand took until my hand comes to rest on yours, a soft blush covering my cheeks as I find the source of your discomfort*

Qhuinn - Oh fuck Layla that’s not helping any *growling as your hand moves down to mine, my own hand now stroking harder and squeezing tighter. With one swift move I flip you over to lay beneath me, my arm around you tight keeping your mouth to my vein. Guiding your hand to stroke me while you feed. My own hand moving to open your robes and find the smooth pastures down below. I slip my finger over your clit and circle slowly*

Layla

*Gasping and nearly losing my grip on your vein as you lay me beneath your body. Keeping my hand on your phearsom length and stroking you gently. Feeling you open my robes and your hand moving over me, I let my legs slowly fall apart for you, a soft moan leaving me as your finger slips over me, causing strange feelings to rise inside me*

Qhuinn

*taking your clit between my forefinger and my thumb rubbing and rolling gently before I slide one finger inside your wet and ready core. My cock throbbing like a fucking runaway train in your hands, the fucker is begging me to sink into your soaking warm depths. Moving my hips into your hand as the stroking is suddenly not enough. I want more* Layla… fuck… I think I might have to leave before I do something you’ll hate me for.

Layla

*Listening to your words I pull slowly back from your vein, not wanting you to stop from building this heat you are building within me. Quickening the pace of my hand on your hardness, I look up at you as you hover above me* Verily Qhuinn, do not leave. *Feeling you throbbing in my hand as your hips surge and retreat*

Qhuinn

*I don’t need a second invitation the way I’m feeling now, my cock wanting only one thing, my balls tight with stressed need. Raising myself above you I slide a second finger into your now soaked core. I leave your sweet soft core for a split second to grip my cock and place it at your entrance. Images of Blay’s face flashes before my eyes and a curse leaves my lips* Fuck! *wanting to be inside you, riding you hard I squeeze my eyes shut and push against your core. Another flash causes me to pull back*

Layla

*Soft noises leaving me as your fingers move within me, feeling more than ready for what is to come my legs fall wider apart to accommodate your width. Looking up at you as you place your hardness against the part of me that yearns for you with a fierce need, wondering if it is going to finally happen, but no, I do not need to ask, I know what or rather who is filling your mind in this instant. Reaching up I caress your face gently, making you meet my gentle gaze* verily Qhuinn, you need not worry, I know whom has your thoughts in this moment.

Qhuinn

*your words cutting through me and reminding me what a fucked up selfish bastard I truly am. I don’t want you feeding other males but yet I have another male in my bed almost every night. Blocking out the images of Blay I lower my lips to yours and kiss you gently* I want this, you have no idea how badly I want this but yes… he is on my mind. *pulling your bottom lip between my teeth I suck on it before I continue* I’m not leaving you like this… fuck I can’t leave myself like this. Layla work my cock with your hand, I’ll guide you with my hips.

Layla

*Wondering briefly how Blay would take what was happening here before letting the thought go, wanting nothing to mar the beauty of this moment. Looking up at you in mild shock as you lower your lips to mine, the contact shocking me, showing me how far my mind had wandered in that brief instant. Meeting your gentle kiss softly I keep my hand on you stroking you more firmly, moving in time to your motions.*

Qhuinn

*groaning with sheer pleasure as your hand grips my cock tighter, my fingers sliding into your moist heat again. Sliding in three fingers I pull my head back to see if it cause you any discomfort before I continue to push all three fingers in deep. My thumb pressing and circling your swollen clit as I get closer to release. My balls tightening, my cock twitching in your hand* Keep it going Layla, just like that. Are you okay?

Layla

*My body undulating beneath you as you slide your fingers inside me, a passionate gasp leaving me as I look up to you. My hips beginning to rise and fall as you move your fingers within me, the circling motion of your thumb sending sparks of pleasure rocketing through me. Keeping up the stroking motions of my hand, wondering how you can talk while I feel breathless as I look up at you* Yes Qhuinn, do not stop. *Feeling something building quickly inside me as your touch sends me closer to some unnamed pinnacle*

Qhuinn

*smirking down at you* Don’t fear, I won’t stop until it’s over *knowing you are close to your orgasm I increase the speed of my thrusting fingers inside you, my thumb applying more pressure on your clit. A raw groan explodes from me as I thrust into your hand feeling my cock starting to jerk I hold back waiting for you to orgasm first*

Layla

*Moving sinuously beneath you, my whole body yearning to reach the pinnacle I know is near. Looking at you with widened eyes, my whole body shaking as the motions of your fingers within me and on me send me spiralling into an intense explosion of pleasure. Gasping as my breath comes in soft pants, my hand keeping up stroking you harder as I sense your need*

Qhuinn

*cursing under my breath for not being inside you I pull back and look down at you as your orgasm sweeps through you, a beautiful vision before me. Your orgasm sends me over the edge I’ve been holding on to and my jerking cock jets a stream of cum all over your hand and soaking the sheets. My head falling back, muscles pulling tight at my neck and my jaw as my release throbs on. Emptying myself on the sheet instead of inside your warm inviting core. Collapsing on top of you my breathing heavy* Sweet jesus Layla…

Layla

*Feeling your release on my hand I look up at you, watching as your head falls back in a blissful reaction. Gasping as you collapse down on top of me, my arms moving to automatically hold you close against my breast. Wondering if I should ask if you are well but letting the thought drift as you speak* Verily, Qhuinn. Is it always like that?


Qhuinn

*catching my breath before I lift my head and look down at you, my hand moving away a strand of your hair from your face. My body propped up on my elbows as I reply* No Layla, it gets even better than this. What you’ve experienced now is just a tip of the iceberg baby girl.

Layla

*Looking up at you with what a wide eyed wonder, wondering how anything could possibly be better than what I just experienced beneath your touch. Trailing my hand lightly over your shoulder as I look into your beautiful blue-green eyes* It gets better than this? Truly? Verily Qhuinn I do not think I could survive more of this pleasure

Qhuinn

*chuckling as you speak I shake my head and tease you* So you don’t want me inside you… thrusting hard and sending you over the edge over and over again? *rolling over I pull you into my arms, kissing the top of your head as we lay together*

Layla

*Bringing my hands quickly to my cheeks to cover my blushing face* verily Qhuinn, I think you like to make me blush. *Looking down at your chest as my blush only brightens at your query* You know I have longed for that very thing Qhuinn, why must you tease me so? *Glad when you roll us over so I can hide my face against your shoulder, unable to resist breathing in your scent as I hold you close*

Qhuinn

 *staring up at the ceiling a smile lifting the corners of my mouth* Yes I like to see you blush, its very refreshing. The females I used to be with did not blush for anything *clearing my throat not wanting to bring up my past I change the subject* Are you hungry baby girl?

Layla

*Glad we have moved from the embarrassing and awkward subject I look up at you, moving slightly to trail my fingertips over your cheek. Blushing only slightly* I find I am hungry, yes but I also find I do not wish to move from here. *Smiling softly as I think of your new nickname for me, finding that I like it when you call me ‘baby girl’*

Qhuinn

*my arm pulls you closer against me* Fritz can bring the food up to the room. Will you let me feed you? *my other arm reaching over and grabbing the phone, dialing the doggen and ordering a light meal for us to enjoy*

Layla

*Relaxing in against you as you hold me closer in your arms, glad we do not have to move. Watching as you call Fritz, ordering what seems like a lot of food for just us, I look up at you to answer* Verily, if that is your wish, you may. *glancing back down the length of your body, unable to help but wonder what will happen upon Blay’s return*

Qhuinn

*closing my eyes I lay back against the pillows waiting for the doggen to arrive with the much needed food. Closing the DM door behind us to rest and feed you in private*

Layla sl. 24th January

*Walking aimlessly around the realm of the Chosen, the whiteness having been long since replaced by bright colours and shades previously confined to the other side. My thoughts constantly in flux, they drift back yet again to Qhuinn and his Blaylock,  verily I am glad they have found each other once again but the pain in my heart at the love they obviously share keeps me ever away. Being pulled from my thoughts I see the Directrix Amalya motioning me to her side. Stepping gracefully to the Directrix’ side I incline my head respectfully while avoiding the somewhat searching glance. My eyes widening as the directrix doesn’t give me a chance to greet her but immediately launches into a dialogue, informing me that I am needed on the other side by the brother Rhage whom has been wounded gravely. Letting out a sigh of relief that it is not Qhuinn whom has been hurt; yet at the same time feeling my sense of purpose growing within me at the thought of being useful once more. Replying with a softly spoken voice* Verily my sister, I shall depart immediately to attend this. *Inclining my head again to the Directrix and sending myself swiftly to the Brotherhoods mansion. Upon my arrival I find the mansion in uproar with an organised chaos of bodies rushing around to treat the injuries of the wounded Brothers. Making my way to the P.T. suite I see the mansions healer motioning me to where Rhage is laying on a gurney.  Stepping forward with my hands clasped in front of me, a soft gasp leaves me as the extent of Rhage’s injuries become plain from the spreading puddle of blood beneath the gurney. Raising my shaking hand to my mouth as I glance to the human healer, barely making out her words just that Rhage will be fine once he has fed. Nodding to the healer once I step up to the brother glad when I see his Mary by his side, ready to sooth him should the need arise. Lowering my hand from my mouth I push back the sleeve of my robe, bringing my wrist to my lips and scoring my vein cleanly. Bringing my vein to the warrior’s mouth and feeling him shake his head an almost negligible amount.* Verily sire you are in need. Taketh from me what I willingly give. *Watching from the corner of my eye as the warrior takes his Mary’s hand within his own, his thumb rubbing across her hand. Gasping softly I feel the warriors fangs sink into my vein; I tense up slightly and almost immediately relax again. Watching clinically as the warrior drinks from me, his motions changing from being pain-filled to more relaxed. Looking over to Mary and offering her what I hope is a reassuring smile and seeing her stroking her male’s hair, the absolute love on her face rocks me and I wonder just how it would feel to love like that and to be loved in return. Glancing back at Rhage I feel him pull back from me, releasing my vein. Lifting my wrist to my lips and sealing the wounds with a quick flick of my tongue, I gently smooth my robe back into place. Hearing Mary’s thankful gratitude, I smile over at her* Verily mistress tis as e’er my pleasure to serve *Leaving the brother and his shellan together I walk from the P.T. suite, finding myself standing at the bottom of the grand staircase with no conscious decision to be there.  Letting out a sigh, I look down at the apple tree portrayed so beautifully on the ground beneath my feet. Letting my eyes trace over the graceful branches of the tree, my hands move to tidy my chignon and smooth my robe and sash into place. Looking back up and at the hallway above, I know my destination has never been in doubt. Letting out a soft sigh I slowly ascend the staircase, my heart beginning to race within my chest at the thought of seeing Qhuinn. Reaching the door to Qhuinn’s room I raise my hand to knock softly, hoping to find him alone but unable to help wondering if I will interrupt him with his Blaylock*

Qhuinn & Blay sl. 22nd January

Blay

*Powering my way through the mansions pool as I keep up the swimming punishing length after punishing length. My thoughts wandering ceaselessly*

Qhuinn

*Grabbing my towel on my way out of my room, whistling as I take the stairs two at a time. Needing a power workout but opting to go for swim instead. The mansion is quiet. Most of the brothers are on rotation with the bastards causing their own degree of shit in the streets of Caldwell. The brothers that are around are behind closed doors enjoying alone time with their shellans. My thoughts wonder to Layla trying to think when the last time was I saw her. I miss not seeing her and more so I miss not having her around to lighten the mood. She’s been making herself scarce ever since Blay returned home. Shaking the thought I stop in front of the double doors leading to the pool area and push them open. The sound of water splashing fills the room and I immediately smell and sense my nallum Blay* Fuck… *watching his powerful muscled body working it’s way through the water my own body starts tensing and every muscle responds including my dick. Every part of my body and mind wants and needs my male. Walking over to him I lean against the pillar with my hands folded over my chest watching him intensely for a little while before I let out a whistle to alert him of my presence*

Blay

*My punishing laps continuing I frown and glance over at the door thinking I heard a slight noise but seeing that it is still shut tightly. Reaching the end of the pool I turn back again, gasping as a whistle makes me jump and my swimming stroke falters. Treading water and turning to the source of the whistle* Nallum… *Reaches up to drag a hand through my hair* I mean Qhuinn.  

Qhuinn

*Raises a pierced brow at Blay* Qhuinn is it now? *pushes away from the pillar and walks over to the edge of the pool, my eyes moving over your smooth body, my voice a husky demand* Get out and join me in the back *nodding toward the spacious area*

Blay

*Hearing the husky tone in your voice I swim towards you and lever myself out of the pool in one quick movement. Following behind you, my eyes trailing down over your body heatedly. Stepping into the back just behind you and unable to stop myself I trail my hand down your back*

Qhuinn

*A growl leaves my lips as your hand trails down my back and makes my muscles twitch. Turning and pinning you against the wall, your back against my chest. My hands slowly moving over every inch of your skin, taking in every tight muscle and stopping when I get to your perfect ass. One hand trailing over each cheek, the other hand moving up to tangle in your hair. I grip and pull hard, groaning low and lowering my mouth to your neck*

Blay

*Gasping as you swiftly pin me against the wall, reaching back to hold you to me as I grind back against your arousal. Growling the instant you grip my hair tightly and pull and tilting my head to the side for you* Nallum. Fuck yes.

Qhuinn

*Wanting to take my time and feel every inch of your skin I continue moving my hands over your skin, memorizing each curve before my hand moves to the front and grips your cock. Moving my hand back and forth a few times before stepping back to get the fuck out of my clothes. Stripping and tossing my clothes on a heap, my eyes lingering over your body. My cock rock hard and in need of wicked fucking attention* Turn around and face me nallum

Blay

*Feeling you step back from me and hearing the sound of your clothes hitting the floor I turn round and watch you. Biting down on my lip as I let my eyes trail over your form, taking in every inch of you. Stepping in to you and running my hand down over your chest to your cock, taking you in my hand and stroking you gently* Nallum. I need you.

Qhuinn

*Backing you up against the wall again, lifting your leg to my hip, my hard cock grinding against yours. I smile at you and crush my lips down on yours. My tongue diving into your mouth and hungrily twisting and playing with yours*

Blay

*Reaching up to grip your hair tightly in one hand as I kiss you back deeply, my other hand keeping up stroking your cock slowly but steadily. Tightening my hand in your hair as you lift my leg up over your hip and my cock rubs pleasurably against yours. Moaning against your lips* Nallum

Qhuinn

*Sucking your bottom lip between my teeth, your hand stroking my cock bringing me dangerously close to exploding. I close my eyes and focus. My cock moving out of your hand and against your ass. Pushing slowly against the tight resistance and inside you. Feeling you stretch around my thick long cock my head spinning with need, desire and raw lust* Fuck…

Blay

*My hand falling away from your cock to grip your hip tightly. Keeping my eyes looked on your face as you slowly move against me, your cock filling me and causing a long drawn out moan to leave my lips. Pulling you tightly against me and taking you deeper as I grind against you* Fuck yes. Nallum. Mine.

Qhuinn

*Placing one hand against the wall, a roar bursting from my chest the instant my cock pushes all the way into you. I thrust twice going in hard and deep* Work yourself for me nallum *my voice low and dark with lust*

Blay

*Growling low as I hear you roar, a shiver of need running down my spine as my cock jerks where it lays against you. My head falling back with a gasp as you thrust inside me hard and fast* Fuck Nallum. Yes. *Keeping my hand fisted in your hair as I lean in to bite down on your lip, teasing and pulling at your lip piercing. Slowly sliding my hand between us to take my cock in my hand, stroking myself with a soft moan*

Qhuinn

*My hand slamming against the wall behind you as my cock starts twitching inside you, my balls tightening in earnest need to release. Dropping my head to your shoulders I bite into your flesh and slow my thrusts waiting for you to reach the turning point* Stroke harder…

Blay

*Jerking against you as you bite my shoulder, a louder, wilder moan leaving me. Tightening my hand in your hair as I start stroking my cock harder and faster. My cock twitching in my hand as I become rough with my movements.* Nallum. Please. *Gasping and surging onto your cock, desperate for us both to find our release*

Qhuinn

*Your plea gives me what I need, my cock thrusting forcefully into you. My balls slamming against your ass, the sensation quickly pushing me over the edge, my cock explodes inside you, my head falling back* oh… fuck… Blay… MINE *my bonding scent fills the room and soaks your skin while my cum fills your ass*

Blay

*Gasping loudly as you thrust harder and faster, my eyes falling shut as I push down onto your cock, taking you all the way. Holding you tightly against me as I feel your cock explode inside my ass, my own release follows yours and I cum hard over my hand.* Mine. My Nallum. *My bonding scent flares to meet yours as my breath comes in gasps and I hold you tight*  

Qhuinn

*Lowering my head in time to watch your cum shoot out over your hand and over our skin. My hand moving over to your cock and sliding a finger over the tip before bringing it to my mouth to taste you* fuck, you taste good nallum

Blay

*Growling low and watching you as you taste my cum from on your finger, my cock twitching in reaction* Fuck nallum. *Leaning in close and running my tongue around your ear* I still need you nallum mine. *Nips your ear teasingly*

Qhuinn

*Growls and carries you to DMs, my cock rock hard inside you again* This is going to be a very long night nallum *smirks*

Welcome home Blay… 
I gave you my blessing to go out and explore the world, find yourself and make sure you wanted the fuck up that is me. I don’t deserve you, you deserve a male of worth but you have done as I asked you to do and you have explored and the result of your exploration was a broken heart which yearned to return to my arms… my warm bed and my life.
While you were gone my life has changed too. A chosen has stepped into my life and warmed my cold nights with a sweet smile and a caring heart.
Blay, I love you. Always have and always will but I see a future with Layla, I don’t know how to explain it. Fuck I hardly understand it myself but she is my future and you… you are my world.
Qhuinn

Welcome home Blay… 

I gave you my blessing to go out and explore the world, find yourself and make sure you wanted the fuck up that is me. I don’t deserve you, you deserve a male of worth but you have done as I asked you to do and you have explored and the result of your exploration was a broken heart which yearned to return to my arms… my warm bed and my life.

While you were gone my life has changed too. A chosen has stepped into my life and warmed my cold nights with a sweet smile and a caring heart.

Blay, I love you. Always have and always will but I see a future with Layla, I don’t know how to explain it. Fuck I hardly understand it myself but she is my future and you… you are my world.

Qhuinn

Qhuinn & Layla sl. 22nd November

Qhuinn
*walking out the bathroom still zipping up my fly, the stench of humans sweating fills the club and I feel sick to my stomach. Turning to nod at the female who is looking at me with that “what the fuck, don’t I even get your number” look on her face. Yeah fucking right. Sick of this place, sick of this fucked up life. One meaningless fuck after the other and nothing is helping to heal the ache that #Blay left me with. Stalking out of the club the sea of bodies stepping aside quickly and good for them too or I’d have to throw a few punches to clear my way. Walking down the street and into the alley I dematerialize to the mansion. Slamming the door as I step into the foyer, my mood dark and electric, shitkickers thumping down the hall. I can hear the laughter of the family as I pass the kitchen. I haven’t joined the family for meals since #Blay left. The happy family shit don’t fucking sit well with me and I’m not the pretending type. Taking the stairs three at a time I head to my room and slam the door behind me. Taking off my shoes and falling back on the bed, reeking of alcohol and cheap female perfume. Fuck this shit*

Layla
*Hearing pounding footsteps I look out of the doorway to the kitchen, my heart pounding in my chest as I just catch sight of you moving swiftly up the stairs. Jumping as soon as I hear your door slam I raise my hand to my chest, wondering what could have upset you so much. Looking over my shoulder and seeing that none of the doggen has made a move, I slip silently from the room, my hands holding the lapels of my robe shut modestly. Brushing my hands down over my robe and making sure it is straight before making my way to the grand staircase, my footsteps making no sound as I make my way to your room. Wondering just how bad a mood I will find you in I reach your door, staring silently at the wood paneling for a moment before taking a breath and raising my hand to knock on your door timidly*

Qhuinn
*cursing at the soft knock on my door* I’m not taking fucking visitors. Fuck off.  *not caring if it’s the queen herself, I’m in no mood for shellans fussing about my lifestyle. I close my eyes for a brief second and take a deep breath* Come in its open *the words slip out of its own accord, my mind had no desire to speak them. I watch as @Sweet_Layla_ enters the room looking like she’s about to faint* Layla… ermm. Fuck I’m sorry, I didn’t know it was you *cursing myself again as I’m so fucked up drunk I don’t even smell her distinct scent which I usual smell a mile away. And not sensing her when my blood runs in her veins. Bad fucking move on my part. What must she be thinking*

Layla
*Walking silently into your room and gently closing the door behind me, only then allowing my gaze to be drawn to you where you lay in repose on the bed* Sire, whatever has angered you so? *Taking a small step closer to you and catching the scent of multiple females I flush brightly, my hands moving to gently tug on the sash of my robe, uncertain that I should have arrived herein* Verily, I should not have bothered you Sire. *Taking a step back from you, my gaze dropping from yours*

Qhuinn
Layla, enough with the sire shit, we’ve come a long way to now go back to formalities *sitting up and running a hand through my hair feeling like shit and knowing I smell even worse* Wait here, let me have a shower *getting up way too fast, my drunken form almost toppling over. My hand shoots out and steadies me against the wall, head dropping forward. For shits sake I’ve had more to drink tonight than the whole of last week together. Closing my eyes, the room spinning around me* Layla walk me to the shower will you.

Layla
Yes Si…. Qhuinn *smiles softly as I utter your name, my eyes drawn to you of their own accord as you sit up and I watch enthralled as your hand runs through your black hair. Your words come out much like an order but nevertheless I move to your side, ready to help you with anything you need* Of course… Qhuinn, I am ever happy to serve you. *Reaching to wrap my arm around your waist as you stand tall beside me*

Qhuinn
*placing my arm over your shoulder and letting you guide me to the bathroom. My body feeling numb and over sized compared to your small and delicate frame. I let go of you and pull my leathers off tossing it in the washing basket before I pull my shirt over my head. Stepping into the shower and opening the taps, the water rushing over my muscles I look over at you* Wash me Layla *nodding toward the soap and cloth*

Layla
*Helping you walk to the shower, feeling every inch of your strength and sheer size beside me. Watching you with widening eyes as you remove your clothes and tell me to wash you. Stepping in close to you and reaching for the cloth and soap, the sleeve of my robe brushing against your body. Holding the cloth under the spray of the shower and rubbing the soap on the cloth before turning back to you. Unable to keep my eyes from trailing over every inch of your body and down to your manhood, almost gasping as I take in your size*

Qhuinn
*tired mismatched eyes watching you as you soap up the cloth, smirking as your eyes travel over my body and your eyes linger on my cock. Your gasp causes me to chuckle* Layla have you never seen a male naked before? *thinking back on the night of #John’s transition I know you have seen a male naked* Come on, let me help you *clasping my hand over yours and bringing your hand to my chest, moving your hand in slow circular motions over my chest and down to my cock. Your reddening cheeks tell the story of just how unfamiliar this is to you*

Layla
*Looking up to meet your beautiful blue-green eyes and knowing you caught me staring at your manhood. Not wanting to be taken back into the memory of #John’s transition, the way he lost his impulse and refused me. Gasping softly as you bring my hand to your chest, working the cloth over your muscular form and all the way down to your manhood. Your reaction is nothing like #John’s it seems that you are welcoming my touch and exploration. Running the cloth gently over your manhood with your hand guiding me and feeling you becoming aroused at my touch* Sire, verily you are phearsom.

Qhuinn
*leaning down and kissing your neck, my fangs elongating instantly. My cock now rock hard and throbbing I lean away from you. There is no fucking way I’m taking you in this state, the stench of the other females are still all over me. No fucking way you deserve this. Taking the cloth and washing the rest of my body myself looking over my shoulder* Thank you Layla I’ll take it from here. You can wait for me in the room, we need to talk. *my words a command rather than a request*

Layla
*Tilting my head to the side and offering you my vein as you kiss down my neck, my eyes falling shut as my body tingles for you. Feeling you step away from me, my eyes fly wide open in confusion. Letting you take the cloth back from me I step back away from you, knowing my eyes betray the confusion stirring within me.  Opening my mouth to say something then thinking better of it, I lower my head and turn to walk quietly back into your room* Yes Sire, whatever is your wish. *Slowly making my way into your room, my head bowed down low as I sit on the edge of your bed, my hands twisting and turning as they lay together in my lap*

Qhuinn
*my back turned to you but I can hear and sense your confusion. A voice in my head chanting to me about how unworthy I am of such a pure soul. Fuck yeah as if I need any chanting, I’m well aware I’m not worthy of laying a hand on her. The places body and dick has been will make the brave hearted gasp in shock.  Problem is she wants me and she’s made it clear to me on several occasions and my body reacts to hers, fuck why would it not. She’s the image of female perfection and I want inside that perfect body badly but… that’s the fuck up. All I’ll end up doing is hurting her. She’s too gentle and innocent to handle what I have to offer and I’m not talking about sex only. I’m talking about the whole package, mismatched eyes, rough language and rough hard sex. I have never done the sweet slow love making kinda sex. Not even with #Blay… My mind flashing back to the leather ripping raw heated sex between myself and #Blay* Fuck! *I curse as my cock is instantly rock hard again just at the thought. How am I supposed to have a talk with Layla when my cock is standing at attention. Standing under the spray for what seems an eternity waiting for my cock to calm the fuck down and letting the warm water rinse the soap away before I turn off the tap and step outside. Wrapping a towel around my waist I shake my head dry and walk into the bedroom. The chosen sitting on my bed a vision of beauty and there my cock goes looking for fucking attention again* Fuck

Layla
*Sitting on your bed in silence and listening to the sounds of the water flowing over your strong manly body, picturing in my mind just how the water moves over you. Sighing softly as I guess that #Blay is on your mind again and wondering briefly if he will ever be far from your thoughts. Hearing the sound of the shower being shut off I smooth my robe back into place, my gaze being drawn back to the door as you enter the room clad only in a towel. pulling my gaze from the obvious arousal that your towel barely conceals and meeting your blue-green stare the instant the coarse word leaves your lips* Sire, what vexes thee so?

 

Qhuinn
*meeting your green eyes and holding them for a few long seconds before I reply* You deserve to be with a male who isn’t as fucked as I am Layla. The chances that I’m going to hurt you is almost 100%. I want you believe me when I say I want you but fuck I don’t deserve to want you. *walking to my closet, my back towards you I drop the towel and take out a track suit pants and a t-shirt. Pulling both on and walking back to you, I sit on the bed next to you* Do you understand what I am saying Layla?

Layla
*My eyes lingering over you as you drop the towel you hold and dress. Blushing softly as you sit beside me, I reach out to touch your muscular forearm* Sire… *Takes a soft breath and begins again* Qhuinn… You are a male of worth, if you could just see it. As for hurting me, you have been naught but a friend to me and I cannot believe you would cause me pain. *Turning my gaze from yours to the mirror and seeing us together, so different from each other*

Qhuinn
*Flinching at your touch, my cock throbbing and my balls tightening with need for release again after the night I’ve already had. Just fucking great* Layla *I speak to draw your attention back to the conversation* It won’t be my intention to hurt you but I know it will happen either way. Physically or emotionally I will hurt you. It’s who I am, it’s the fucked up I am. You say I am a male of worth well history and my experiences tell me different. Let my family tell you what they think of me and you’ll change your view very fast. *running a hand through my hair needing to get out of this situation before I have you on your back with your legs spread beneath me I issue another order* Go now Layla, we will talk again tomorrow when I’m less likely to jump your bones *thinking like that’s ever going to be possible. Everytime I lay eyes on Layla my cock reacts*

 

Layla
*Turning back to face you, my eyes as ever drawn straight back to yours, wincing as each of your blunt words register.* Your family knew not what they were saying. You are a male of worth Qhuinn and your actions past and present prove that. *Watching you run your hand through your hair and wishing it was my own hand running gently through your jet black hair. Feeling torn between doing as you order me and staying by your side, my eyes locked on yours with yearning* Qhuinn. I do not wish to leave you.

 

Qhuinn

*too tired and too frustrated with the world and everything in it I pull the covers away and climb into bed* Stay if you want to Layla but if I wake up during the night and fuck you it’s not my fault. You understand? I’m a male with desires and a rock hard cock which is the last person an innocent chosen like you wants to spend the night with *laying with one arm folded under my head, my eyes drifting shut*

 

Layla

*Watching as you climb into the bed, still dressed in your clothes, feeling with certainty that you do not normally sleep in this manner. Blushing and glancing down at my clasped hands at your coarseness* Qhuinn.. *Glancing back up in time to see your eyes drift shut and wondering if I should let the subject lie for now. I lay down beside you on top of the covers, my head resting on my palm as I face you, letting my gaze trace across your features that I know and love so well.*

 

Layla sl. 19th November

*Sitting silently in the library, my hands held clasped together in my lap as I reflect on all that has happened. Blay has hurt the male.. The male I love.. and now @Qhuinn_BDBFM has gone onto a self destructive path, if only he would have come to me but no, there must be something wrong with me, I am ever unused save for the blood that can sustain the males of this mansion. Feeling a sole tear fall down my cheek I brush it away absent mindedly, grateful that there is no-one here to see my distress. Blinking a few times I stand and gently checking my robe making sure it is still held in place by the sash. I walk slowly across the room, my gaze becoming caught in my reflection in the mirror. Stepping closer I look over every inch of my face with a clinical eye, wondering what it is about me that is so unattractive to the males I serve. I have naught but feeding interest from the males herein. I serve their feeding needs in a clinical manner, the only male who causes a heated stirring within me is @Qhuinn_BDBFM. My heart will forever yearn for his touch and his affection. Reaching up and straightening my chignon I turn from the mirror, knowing that no matter how long it takes I will wait for @Qhuinn_BDBFM.* Verily, I will await upon your return from this destructive path, not of your choosing. *Reaching up and covering my mouth as I realize I have spoken aloud, I let out a shuddering breath in relief that no-one heard my spoken vow.*

Qhuinn and Layla

One broken… Layla’s heart has been broken as she has been forced to watch the male she loved live his life with Blay, the male he loved. She stayed true to her heart and not once did she wish anything but the best for the lovers. Even when Blay left Layla didn’t make a move, she watched and waited for Qhuinn to come to her. Her heart breaking further as the male she loved was on the road to self destruction. She could not wait around and watch any longer… no… she had to step up and do something… anything…

One shattered… Qhuinn loved Blay with all his heart but a part of him had feelings for a kind blonde chosen. Qhuinn chose to ignore any feelings that might lie beneath the surface and he focused on his life with Blay. He gave everything to Blay but woke up one day and realized his feelings for the chosen Layla cannot be ignored. Blay took off into the shadows of the night, never to be heard from again and left Qhuinn with a shattered heart. Can Qhuinn ever trust anyone again. Can Qhuinn ever love again… the way he loved Blay…

Qhuinn and Layla’s broken dreams coming soon.

Blay sl. 18th August

*Stepping out onto the balcony, fresh from my shower. The training of late has been viciously punishing. Feeling each and every ache and pain in my muscles I lean on the balcony railing, staring off into the distance. Pulling out my pack of Dunhills I take out a cigarette and light it with my Montblanc lighter. Taking a deep drag on the cigarette as I listen to the sound of Qhuinn moving around in our room before I hear the sound of the shower turning on. Catching the changing sound of the water splashing against Qhuinn’s body I groan softly, my mind conjuring up the image of what he looks like naked in the shower. Taking another drag on my cigarette as my body reacts to my thoughts, my cock hardening beneath the robe I’m wearing. Pulling the cigarette from my lips I run my tongue along my lip before biting down on it. I glance over my shoulder back inside our room before flicking the unfinished cigarette over the balcony and onto the gravel below. Stalking back inside the room I slam the balcony door behind me, shedding the robe and leaving it on the bed. Stepping over to the bathroom door and opening the door silently I step towards the shower, seeing Qhuinn’s outline through the shower door as he stretches to wash his hair. Opening the shower door and stepping inside as Qhuinn spins around to face me and moves to pull me in with him. Reaching up I tangle my hand in Qhuinn’s black hair, my lips crushed against his. A moan leaving my lips as I head back into DM’s to continue our shower*